The Journey of Jay: QuestJay

 

Who are you and tell us about yourself?

    Yeah! My name is Jeremy, but people tend to call me Jay because of my social media handle I use across multiple social media platforms(QuestJay). I tend to describe myself as your resident sad boy with a boomer's mind in a zoomer's body. I also describe myself as one of the most pop-culturally unaware people you will ever meet. 

    If you want to know a little bit more about me is that my personality in person and on stream doesn't align with how I tend to present myself in public. When I'm around people, I am secluded and isolated. I am an ambivert person but I associate myself as more of an introvert than an extrovert. I'm generally a shy and reserved person who doesn't speak up unless spoken to, but when I'm around people, I can be goofy and not be afraid of making myself look silly in public. I also tend to act like that protective big brother to everyone that I am hanging out with and making sure everyone is having fun. Although, it comes at a cost of me not being involved in whatever they are doing. I put others before myself but it makes me happy seeing those around me happy. 

How did you get into Twitch and what did you like about it?

    How I got into Twitch is pretty much how most of the new groups of Twitch users are getting into it. I was bored one day and was looking for something new to introduce into my life that wasn't: scrolling through Instagram trying to find inspiration for photos that I know I wasn't able to take till COVID was over. sitting at my desk, working my 9-5 job, or watching YouTube videos as background noise. So back in March 2020, I created my Twitch account but I didn't watch too many streams. I was mainly a YouTube watcher for the most part, so I would watch like past VODS of Twitch streamers on YouTube. It wasn't until I started watching big-name streamers and the idea of streaming myself didn't come about. August of 2020, I flushed out all the components for a streaming setup and started my stream. It was around this same time, I found a handful of relatively smaller, but well-known streamers who had become some of the best people I have gotten to know. I started streaming with the mindset that I was a former Youtuber who didn't have the passion for editing 10 minute long videos.

    Generally, I saw Twitch and live streaming as a way for me to create and share content that I want and like without the hassle of editing a video. So Twitch enabled me to release my creative drive that had been held dormant for too long and putting something creative out there. What I like about Twitch is the community aspect of things because of how connected everyone and everything is. Compare to other social media platforms, Twitch has been the most enjoyable as it's something I can just hit one button and being able to share my thoughts or even a game/video I find enjoyable with those who are hanging out with me. 

 

What are your struggles when it came to streaming?

    There are many days where I struggle with wondering if anyone will even want to watch me if I go live. Even the simplest action of pushing that "Go Live" button gets hard at times because of my self-critique and self-doubt. When I do stream, even if it may now show on camera, I am always in my head questioning if I'm entertaining enough if I'm doing enough to keep my audience and viewers engaged, what is it I'm doing that is keeping them there and would it be okay for me to change something? I've learned that there are all kinds of viewers when it comes to streams and the struggle to grow the number ones who will always be there regardless of what you are doing on stream. Some only show up for a specific game or type of stream, some show up just to say hi and leave, and then some are always coming in lurking by keeping your tab open or staying active in your chat.

    Another struggle that I've learned a lot from streamers that are partnered or "made it" is how to keep on growing and how to stay consistent and not get complacent. A big part of that is also the all-too-easy habit of comparing. We can't help but compare ourselves to other streamers especially when we used others as we view them as more successful than ourselves as the comparison. We start questioning ourselves again, doubting ourselves, and constantly in our minds thinking. Such as "What do they do that I don't? What do they have that I don't? Why do people watch them but not me? What am I doing wrong that they do right?" and countless other questions like that. Also, the struggle of everyone asking you if you're making money or are you famous on Twitch yet, especially those who aren't in the streaming community that would not understand how Twitch works. Additionally, we get more questions such as "Why would people watch you playing a game when they could play it themselves?" or "why would people watch you just talking to them like you are some kind of eboy/camgirl?" The importance of these struggles is to push out all the negatives even your own and stream because you find it enjoyable and love doing it. 

What are your accomplishments and achievements as a streamer? 

    What I am most proud of in my journey so far as a streamer is the amazing community that I've been able to grow and cultivate. The members within the community have been a huge part of it growing and drawing others in. When I first started streaming, I thought I would only hit 50 followers for affiliate and keep at most 5 viewers watching me all the time. But here we are over 2 years later with over 700 followers and I can't even count how many of those are all regulars that constantly pop in and show up. They show me the utmost support by welcoming others openly and keeping the vibes up. Additionally, I am so happy that streaming has helped me go places and meet so many amazing people! I've been lucky enough to meet a lot of the bigger and popular streamers that inspire me along with meeting a lot of fellow smaller streamers who have an amazing community of their own and being able to connect and become part of each other's community. Being a little older than the average inhabitant of  Twitch and being old as I am now, it gets tough to make friends, keep friends, and maintain friendships and connections that mean something. Streaming has given me that and so much more. 

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What is your mindset like when you try to press the "Go Live" button? 

My mindset right now is to remind myself why I started streaming in the first place and the people that are always there for me make the journey worth it. I had to learn to not worry about the numbers so much and put my focus into the content of my stream itself instead. If I have fun playing a certain game or doing a certain type of stream, creating a certain type of content then that will translate to people coming in to watch and have fun with the content I create. Also, I have to remind myself or have friends or other streamers to keep me in check to not get complacent and stay consistent. 

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What are your goals as a streamer? 

    My goal is to keep on growing the community that we have together along with continuing to enjoy the games we play and the adventures we share whenever there is a stream. The long-term goal of course is to get partnered but leading up to that, I just want to keep on having great streams with my community and hopefully bring in more viewers who enjoy the content I provide. The preparation for that is constantly reminding myself that the community we have together is amazing and there are real genuine people that truly support me and my stream. At the end of the day, it's about what I enjoy doing and sharing with those who are watching my stream. 

What is some advice you would give to streamers that just started?

    My genuine advice is to create the stream you want and make sure it makes you happy. Don't obsess over the metrics and numbers. Don't worry about your view count or follower count because you will add a lot of pressure on yourself. This will also make you feel like you are not enough if you don't see a number you are satisfied with. Additionally, tell the stories you want, play the games you want, and share the message you want. Since it is your stream, do things that will put a smile on your face and allow your content to do the talking. 

Thank you for the interview Jay, Is there anyone you would like to shout out/thank?

    No problem! I'm happy to do interviews like this anytime! First off, I'd like to thank you Peter for giving me the opportunity to share my thoughts like this on a somewhat more in-depth level! It'd be really hard for me to pick and choose very specific people to shout out and show some love and appreciation to like everyone who has helped me get to this point is so numerous so I'd just like to thank everyone who has come by my stream and dropped a follow. Even just saying hi in chat means the world to me. So thank you all!!

The Journey of Lauri: Laurianna

Who are you and tell us about yourself?

Haiyo Haiyo my name is Lauri c: and I am a hella scuffed streamer on Twitch! I mainly stream Just Chatting or art, but I also play games like Valorant or TFT. For those who are in astrology, my star sign is asparagus. I can't ride a bike but a party trick I can do is say the alphabet backwards. 

How did you get into Twitch?

I would usually watch Twitch for gameplay(Before I got really into league, I would watch big-league streamers but I never understand the point of "chat" and interacting with the streamer.) Around December or January of last year; I got into watching Offline TV and loved their content which led me to find Fuslie through their videos. Fuslie was the first Just Chatting streamer that I found myself staying for and clicking the notification because of the crazy amount of energy she gives off to her stream. She's also an inspirational role model to me that would be amazing to meet in person. Even though, it always felt so daunting to type in her chat because of the sheer amount of people there. From this point, I never really talked in Twitch chat. Then, Fuslie started doing streamer camp, and I was watching just to watch and she explained more about what Streamer camp is all about. I got to see more streamers, especially smaller streamers that they thought deserve a wider audience to help them grow. I found RoshCha(Sabs) through streamer camp and became a big influence on why I decided to stream. RosaCha(Sabs) stream was the first stream that I decided to chat in. Furthermore, it was her incredible energy and positivity that even brought me to think "I want to answer whatever she just said," and that was life-changing. It showed me the full meaning behind "community" on Twitch, and I was hooked. It was kind of mind-blowing seeing all of these connections and interactions happening between people that have just met online and that's when I decided to try streaming out for myself. 

What are your biggest struggles when it comes to streaming? 

Initially starting with growth, dealing with trolls, and overall learning and accepting everyone is not going to like you. As someone that's a huge people pleaser, it's a pretty huge pill to swallow that people will just despise you for no reason. Another big thing that I've grasped is that streaming is huge outside of going live; there's your discord to keep up with, other people discords you want to be apart of, and many DM"S that you attend to because you want to keep up the connections you establish, and all of that can be overwhelming. ( sorry if I don't respond sometimes, or if I have gone missing on discord)

What are your accomplishments and achievements as a streamer?

An accomplishment as a streamer is that I built a community!! I remember starting out with my discord having six people in it, and five of them were my IRL friends for the longest time. My confidence was taking a toll and thoughts like maybe I wasn't cut out for streaming myself, maybe I was better off just being a viewer in other people's communities. Although, I remember some people joined the stream and discord, and I thought it wasn't fair to them if I stopped streaming. Therefore, I kept going and interacted with the new viewers and here we are. It still blows my mind that there are people that see me as someone special that they want to stay and watch even if it just me screaming at a video game.  

As a streamer, there are often good days and bad days, how do you deal with it and what's your mindset? 

Always maintain your mental health first, don't think streaming comes before that. It's okay to take a day off, a hiatus, a break; I get that sometimes it can feel like you let your community down if you don't stream, but I believe that the real ones will stay and support you through thick and thin. Listen to yourself when you feel the need to end the stream and lean on your community or support group when you're feeling down. 

What are your goals as a streamer? 

One of my goals as a streamer is to make as many friends and meaningful connections as possible. It would be amazing to hit partner one day, but it's not exactly what I'm gunning for. Secondly, another thing I've been wanting to do is run something similar to a subathon, but instead of subs increasing the timer, it would be donations that would increase the timer which all of the funds would go to a charity organization to help the less fortunate. 

As a streamer, what advice would you give to people that just started streaming? 

A piece of advice I would give is to visit other streamer's chats because growing on twitch doesn't happen on your own and a lot of communities are intertwined. One way to meet more people is by joining a community of people you enjoy(whether it be Twitch or Discord) and making genuine connections, the viewer part comes naturally. A big thing to realize is that the number of hours streamed does not correlate to how many followers/viewers you have; you need to give people a reason to stay for your stream. 

How do you feel about individuals assuming that oh "you are a girl streamer" so it will be easy for you to be successful and famous? 

This statement kind of confuses me because if it was easy to become successful and famous due to my gender, why aren't the top streamers all female? There is a list of most followed streamers ranking up to 63 and two female streamers such as Pokimane who is 8th while Amouranth is 63rd. This means that out of 61 out of 63 most followed are male streamers. 

Success and fame can come in different forms, but it depends on how you perceive them. Maybe it's not the number of followers, but the number of concurrent viewers. It may not be all convincing, but I checked the top live channels, and to my knowledge, there's only one female streamer in the top 20. 

A lot of what I've seen on Twitch is that girls have an initial start that male streamers don't; a higher probability of being clicked on to watch. A zero viewer girl is more likely to get clicked on rather than a zero viewer boy. What I've also seen is that growing on twitch requires more than long hours of streaming or grinding away at a game for an enormous amount of hours. To grow on twitch, it is through social media, networking, growing yourself beyond just Twitch. I tend to see more girls active on social media or in other chats, which can help grow your community. I don't think it's fair to anyone discrediting a streamer's effort into building a community by amounting it to their gender. 

Thank you Lauri for the interview, is there anyone you would like to give a shoutout to?

- Thank you Fuslie for showing me what entertainment on Twitch is like. 

- Thank you RosaCha(Sabs) for what small communities on twitch are capable of. 

- Thank you to my mods(Basti, Kevin, Alex, and Danny) for keeping me sane during streams and there to help me out in a pinch. 

- Thank you Belinda for being an amazing friend that I made and showing me what hard work and dedication can do. 

- Thank you Raubel for placing faith in me that streaming is something that I can do. 

- Thank you to Valorant Baes for being some of the first girlfriends I knew that would play video games with me. 

- Thank you Rob for keeping me sane and being patient, while also teaching me it's okay to put myself first. 

- Thank you Aqua for joining me along in this streaming journey, and being an amazing best friend. 

And lastly, thank you everyone in my discord that says good morning, checks up on me and reminds me that I can do great things if I put my mind to it.  

The Journey of Shiny: ShinyEspeon_II

Who are you and tell us about yourself?

Greetings, my name is Joseph, known as ShinyEspeon_II on Twitch, but most people online call me Shiny, Espeon, Shiny Espoon, or Shin Yes Poon. I graduated with a Bachelor’s degree in Computer Engineering and currently job hunting. I stream occasionally at random times playing random games except for horror and belting my lungs out on Twitch Sings. Outside of streaming, I enjoy playing the piano, guitar, and ukulele. I also like to hike and spending time with friends.

How did you get into Twitch?

It all started when I found out that a gaming club called Highlander Gaming at my former University, was giving out free Sunday TwitchCon 2017 passes on a first-come, first-serve basis. I, not being into Twitch at that time, decided to give it a shot by signing up early and letting it play out not knowing what to expect. During TwitchCon 2017, I met BrizzyVoices for the first time and she was a YouTuber, voice actor, and occasional streamer that I’ve known for years. Since the encounter with BrizzlyVoices, I started to keep up her YouTube channel that has eventually led me to her streams. From there, I discovered more streamers and started to make new friends online ever since. Then as I discovered my new friends were also streamers, that’s when I got curious and looked into how to live stream. Finally, in July 2018, I pulled the trigger and streamed for the very first time and it’s been quite a ride ever since.

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What were your biggest struggles when it came to streaming?

A couple of things I’d say. As a small streamer, collaborating with others can be a bit of a mental challenge for me at least. It’s challenging due to my shyness and being an introvert so it makes it difficult to reach out to other streamers to host/join a Twitch Sings party or playing games together. I learn to just ask the other streamers anyway because you’re not gonna know if you don’t ask or take that risk. I tend to struggle with coming up with things to say on stream which makes it difficult for me to do a Just chatting stream. Although, when I play video games on stream, I tend to say my thoughts out loud. 

Lastly, streaming consistently has also been a struggle for me due to work and endlessly searching/applying for my dream job in order to financially support myself. I try my best to focus on those, but whenever an opportunity arises, I try to fit streaming into my busy schedule.

What were your achievements & accomplishments as a streamer?

One thing I’m most proud of is the fact that I’ve got to meet many streamers of different sizes and being able to make friends through their community. It helped me become more open and expressive despite being shy and introverted. Networking and becoming more open and expressive has helped me form new and everlasting friendships. When Twitch Sings came out, it helped me open myself up more despite myself disliking the sound of my voice. Twitch sings also helped me open up my creativity when it comes to uploading duet seeds.

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As a streamer, there are often good and bad days, how do you deal with it and what’s your mindset?

 Like I mentioned earlier in the interview, I stream at random occasional moments, so when there’s a moment where I’m not in the right mental state, the chances are that I won't be streaming in order to focus on taking care of myself first. As for my mindset, I just try to stay positive, have fun, and remind myself that my journey is never alone and remembering that I have amazing friends that are there for me where it matters. 

                                                 The struggle of playing Fall Guys.

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What are your goals as a streamer? 

First, my goals as a streamer are to continue spreading positivity, keeping a chill vibe within the community, and having a good time with everyone I encounter on Twitch. Secondly, my goal as a streamer is to continue to network with other streamers while maintaining my current friendships with my own viewers. Lastly, my goal as a streamer is trying to stream more consistently that allows me to interact with my viewers more and possibly attract new viewers that can find my stream enjoyable and chill. 

As a streamer, what advice would you give to people that just started to stream?

If you’re thinking about streaming, at least give it a try and see if it’s something you want to do as a hobby or career. A piece of advice I would give is to stream whatever you want to do and put yourself out there by promoting your socials in other people's discords so they can check you out, although don’t promote your socials on other people’s streams. Also networking and discovering other streamers will help you make friends and bring new people to your streams. It’s important that you interact with your chat too and acknowledge their presence, so they can feel welcomed and comfortable being in your stream. It’s also important that as a small streamer you shouldn’t worry about the numbers because looking at numbers can infuse negative thoughts and self-criticism. But mainly, just have fun with your stream and chat, keep networking and putting yourself out there if you want to grow your channel, make the most of what you have, and most importantly just be yourself.

Thank you for the Interview Joseph, is there anyone you would like to shout out/thank?

I appreciate the time to discuss my twitch journey! I hope I can inspire others to try out streaming and to promote positivity, love, and support for one another! Finally, I would love to thank:

BrizzyVoices and TJ Smith - my OG twitch streamers. It was through their streams where I got started on Twitch and made my first Twitch friends.

WeDontWhisper - Alisha (or Whisper) is one of my first twitch friends and earliest viewers (and mods) and a very dear friend of mine who’s helped me get started with my twitch journey. A pro junkrat player, great fall guys player, and pro yawner haha (we were at a hot dog place in LA and we were both sleepy af. So when one yawned, the other followed)

WolfieKD - Kris is the first twitch friend I had the pleasure of meeting IRL back at VidCon 2018. This dude is a living meme and a hell of a screamer-- I mean streamer.

Schwiftylim - ah Lemon is basically the first friend I made through Twitch Sings. An absolute dork and sweetheart that I got to hang out with irl at TwitchCon 2019 for a whopping two minutes! (or five, I don’t know, no one was counting)

Felicity - another early Twitch Sings friend, host of Dare to Duet, founder of Team QTp2T, and maker of some of the most creative seeds I’ve seen on Twitch Sings. Had the pleasure of discovering so many amazing and talented QTp2T’s on Twitch Sings. And shoutout to her for putting up with my troll seeds somehow haha.

Onoderian - another dear Twitch Sings friend of mine that I’ve had the pleasure of hanging out with irl multiple times. Like Felicity and others, I don’t know he puts up with my troll seeds on Twitch Sings but he still does anyway.

Kamichanx3 - really sweet, supportive, and chill Hawaiian streamer friend of mine. Had the pleasure of editing a highlight video (not yet released at the time of this writing) for her. And basses are her favorite fish and Dream On is her all-time favorite song for sure hehe.

Osnapitskat - oh gosh, I’ll never know how I put up with this pepega. Really though, she’s an amazing singer and streamer (and now a teacher) and has an amazing and supportive community. She’s got amazing detective skills but also amazing falling skills too kek.

Dardarland and le2_cudi - a couple of good friends of mine that I got to hang with at TwitchCon 2018 as well as at Vegas. We vibe off our convos about games, food, and technology and supporting one another. And big thanks to le2_cudi for allowing me to buy your old graphics card for my first PC!

PeterNguyen for being the super nice and supportive friend that he is and for always keeping accountable with my workouts haha.

FrostYoshi10, Kyonchii, and pudding3p - IRL friends and some of my earliest viewers who’ve stuck around every now and then.

My very first viewers Blackshotgun, ToriRollins23, claire_sunday, Alaya247, and FlameAngel_.

And to everyone else who’s come by to the stream, followed, subbed, donated, whatever they did to contribute. It’s never required but I appreciate all of it! :D

The Journey of Soup: Soupermatic

Who are you and tell us about yourself?

Hello, my name is Matt Diaz, commonly known these days by my online handle: Soupermatic. I am a streamer, dancer, an avid watcher of anime, k-drama, and pro-wrestling. I’m also a reader of comic books and manga, a movie buff(a person who loves watching movies), and a guy that loves spending quality time with family and friends.

How did you get into Twitch?

I used to watch Justin.tv back in college while studying and doing homework. I remember relying on Justin.tv for sports games and WWE wrestling shows and noticed random gaming streams pop-ups. Eventually, I moved on to watching Netflix or Korean pop music videos instead, so I forgot about Justin.tv for awhile. Around 2012, one of my college buddies, who was an arcade buddy of mine mentioned he had just started streaming on Twitch. I got curious and checked it out and for a while, I only watched two people: my friend Chun(Chunandrice), and LilyPichu. Flash forward to six years later, I attended FanimeCon and got invited to a Twitch streamers meetup hosted by Danielle(AttieBby or CerealPrincessSociety). Everyone at the meetup was very friendly and encouraging when I mentioned that I wasn’t a streamer yet but was considering getting into it. A week after the meetup, I started to stream. Here we are now, haha.

What are your biggest struggles when it comes to streaming?

There are many days where I struggle with wondering if anyone will even watch me if I went live. Even the simplest action of pushing that “Go Live” button gets hard at times because of my self-doubt and self-criticism. When I do stream, even though it doesn’t show on camera, I am always asking myself if I’m being entertaining enough, if I’m doing enough to keep my viewers engaged, questioning what I am doing that is keeping them there and would it be okay for me to change something? I’ve learned there are all kinds of viewers when it comes to streams and the struggle to grow loyal viewers that will always be there for you regardless of what happens. Some viewers would only stop by for a specific game or category, viewers that will stop by to say hi then leave, and viewers that will check up on you, lurking, and being active in your chat.

Another struggle that I’ve learned a lot that streamers faced, even those who are partnered or have “made it” is how to keep on growing, how to stay consistent, and not get complacent. A reason why streamers struggle on growing because of the habit of comparing. We can’t help but compare ourselves to other streamers, especially when we use others we view as more successful than ourselves as the comparison. When we do compare ourselves to others we start questioning ourselves, doubting ourselves, and constantly asking what they do that I don't? Why do people watch them but not me? What am I doing wrong that they do right? And countless other questions like that.

Lastly, the struggle of everyone constantly asking you if you’re making money or “famous yet” on Twitch. Especially from those who aren’t in the streaming community that doesn’t fully understand that making money and getting famous doesn’t come naturally nor easy. An example of questions I get is why would people watch you playing a game when they can play it themselves? Or why would people watch you just talking to them? The struggle is all on you to push out the negativity even if it’s your own and push through because you enjoy and love streaming.

What have you achieved and accomplished as a streamer?

What I am most proud of in my journey so far as a streamer is being able to grow and cultivate my community into something more than viewers but more like a second family. The members in my community have been a huge part of it growing and drawing others in. When I first started streaming, I thought I would only hit the 50 followers required for Affiliate and keep at most five people watching me all the time. But here we are 2 years later with over 700 followers and I can’t even count how many of those are regulars that constantly pop in to show me the utmost support and keeping the community vibes up, welcoming, and open.

Additionally, I’m so happy that streaming has helped me go to places and meet so many amazing people! I’ve been lucky enough to meet a lot of the bigger and more popular streamers that inspire me, along with meeting a lot of fellow smaller streamers who have amazing communities of their own and being able to connect and become part of each other’s communities. It's tough to make friends and maintain friendships and connections that mean something because of the age gap between myself and the younger people on Twitch. Streaming has given me that and so much more and it's quite a blessing to make friends despite the age gap.

From all the accomplishments and achievements as a streamer, what's your mindset right now?

My mindset is to remember why I started streaming in the first place and knowing that there are people who are rooting for me and the unconditional support my viewers give me. I learned to not worry so much about the numbers and put my focus into the content of my stream itself instead. If I have fun playing a certain game or creating a certain type of content then people will come to watch and have fun. I have to remind myself or have friends and fellow streamers to keep me in check to not get comfortable just yet and stay consistent.

What are your goals as a streamer and how do you prep yourself for those goals?

One of my goals as a streamer is to continue building the community I have so far and enjoy playing games with my viewers and share my adventures with them whenever there’s a stream. My long-term goal, of course, is being able to get partnered, but leading up to that, I just want to keep on having great streams with my community and hopefully bring in more viewers who enjoy the content I provide.

The preparation for my goals is to remind myself that the community I’ve built so far is amazing and knowing that there are people that will always support me no matter what happens. At the end of the day, it’s about what I enjoy doing and being able to share with others.

What advice would you give to smaller streamers that just started streaming?

As cliche as it sounds, just have fun with it! As hard as it may sound, try your absolute best to not worry about the numbers. Play what you want, talk about what you want to talk about, create the content that you want. Be real and true to yourself and don’t feel like you have to change who you are or create a whole new persona for the audience on Twitch. Most importantly, don’t be afraid to talk to people and network. Networking is a huge part of growing on Twitch and if you’re aiming to make something out of it, then networking is very crucial as a streamer. One way to network is getting to know the streamers, become part of their communities, and show real and genuine support for them. If you show real and genuine support that kind gesture will surely come back your way as well. You're going to encounter people that will question why you stream, break you down negatively, and people who don't want to see you happy and successful. As hard as it may be, block all of the haters and ignore them. You should stream for yourself, your community, and your true supporters.

Thank you for the interview, Matt! Is there anyone you would like to shout out/thank?

Thank you for allowing me the honor of being your very first interviewee Peter! I hope everything I said here can be of value to someone at least and help them out. I don't want to leave anyone out and I am so sorry if I do, but off the top of my head, I have to thank:

-Chunandrice for being an awesome friend for over a decade, and for introducing me to Twitch in the first place.

-Lilypichu and everyone at OfflineTV for being an endless source of inspiration and always managing to make us smile and be happy.

-Its_Corey for being my very first follower when I first officially created my Twitch account, even though I didn't stream at all back then.

-AttieBby / CerealPrincessSociety for hosting that streamer meetup at Fanime in 2018. That meetup led to me finally taking the plunge to start streaming.

-Popnwafflez and KnowledgeableBanana, the first two people to gift subs in my channel as soon as I hit Affiliate!

-Chibblz for being an avid supporter of mine since day 1, and for being my very first emote artist! Not to mention always supporting me on socials and plugging my streams to anyone and everyone.

-Amisometimes, one of my absolute best friends of about 13 years from the anime convention scene, who also became a streamer and recently got Partnered (much deserved!) and has always been a huge inspiration to me as well as always keeping me in check, not to mention being an amazing emote artist!

-d1ppind0tz for being my very first subscriber and donator! and was in literally every stream of mine no matter what I was playing or doing for the first few months of my streaming journey.

-JasmineMilkTea aka Bem, JayLightz, ShinyDiane, and the whole JayLightz community for being the first stream team I became a part of, as well as an amazing community and group of friends that always show the utmost support. I miss you, beautiful people!

-StreamerHub for welcoming me in with open arms and being so supportive as in my journey as I continue striving towards becoming a better streamer and content creator.

-The Radiant Crew: KanaBananaSplit, Rhychek, p0gii, TheRealN1kki, Sapphina, its_lyddy, VonDrago604. Kana and Rhy were the first two new friends I made at my very first TwitchCon in 2018 and getting to know them and the rest of the crew has been one of the biggest blessings of my life.

-Osnapitskat and her amazing community for welcoming me in with such open arms and warm kindness and for being a wonderful group of friends and supporters that I have been so grateful to be able to spend time with this year

-My absolute best friend for life, TiffyLuna. You have been my rock, keeping me grounded and in-check when I lose myself. For being the BEST support I could ever ask for. For always seeing more of me than what I see in myself a lot, and for always believing that I can be more, and pushing me to do so. For showing me the love, kindness, courage, strength, vulnerability, support, confidence, and everything else that makes a true, real, genuine best friend. Thank you so so much.

-All of the countless viewers, fellow streamers, and friends I've been lucky enough to make and share this experience with. You all keep me going and continue to inspire me one way or another.